Shouldn’t Have Done It

have a great husband. We’ve been together for 10 years now. I truly love him with all my heart. But there’s always been something missing. When we make love it’s good, but I need more.
Chuck was the new guy at work. He seemed edgy, rough – there was something lingering behind his eyes, something dark, and I saw it every time he looked at me.

I stayed late at work one night. At one point I was leaning over my desk, when I’m grabbed by behind. I recognized his scent instantly. I said no and tried to get away. I fought and cried out but he didn’t stop.

I can honestly say that it was the most mind-blowing experience of my life. The sex was incredible- heightened even. When he was done, he just got up and left without a word. I knew it was wrong and I should be traumatized- but I liked it too much.

I make it a point to stay late at work at least once a week. I keep telling myself that I’ll stop. I disgust myself, but it’s just too good.