i want him

i had sex with him again this weekend and all i can think about is wanting to do him again. i’ve think about him all the time since we first hooked up, and that was 10 months ago. i want him so badly, i don’t even have his number. but i know there’s this connection. i am thinking about how absolutely wonderful this weekend was, and the thought of not knowing when i’ll see him again and how much i like him is making me literally sick. it’s pathetic.